i don't know

do i have to let u go?

you know what?
i don't know anymore about my feeling to you.
ignoring you till now make me feels exhausted.
i don't know why.

i don't know my destiny anymore.
yesterday it was you.
but today, i don't know either it still you or not.

deep in my heart, i believe that you love me.
but, the way you leave me behind, i don't now about it anymore.

when i text u, questioning about did u regret to know me? the answer that you give me, make me fells relief.
but it hard to believe.
because the way you keep ignore me, make me feels "I'm bad enough for u, who are really good".

i keep holding your last massage, thinking about it till i fall asleep.
i don't know, is there any good if i reply your massage?
because i always think that you will keep ignore me.
it make me feels sad damn much.

sorry.
my friends keep supporting me to stay silent.
because they know how i feel.
i rather study now than think about it.
because i know u will be just the same.
p/s, just be friend to me, it will be okay than stay silent and no vibrate even once!