bingung

argh!!!!!!!
what happen to me??
actually i try to do what i want
but it seem be different to me
can anyone tell me what happen to me??

i just mess up my mind
just like an ugly duck who ignored by it mother and walk along mud
then, it had been chased by the enemies
ran through a small and dark narrow
did't see and hear anything accept his beat of heart


waiting for rescue til now
but it hopeless

p/s: please do help the ugly duck!